hmm..not much to write..
just pass by and wanna to say what i did..

father's day celebration. very nice.

school reopen soon.. sad..

not hanging out much during this holiday.. bored..

i meet "you".. damn mucky and happy!! =D

that's my remarkable things~ =)

mood come back in sudden, they are asking me to update after I have isolated it bout few months.
many things had gone through. the most impressive one was the 5 FIKIR CLASS TRIP! an undescribable happened. =D
sports day! prefect won the champion in the marching programme! YEAH! =DD
tomorrow, 27th of march 2010, Hari Anugerah SMKTBM. im performing and receiving price, the highest mark of science in the whole form 4 art class. xDD
coming up!!
teacher's day! the day to rock! preparing my choreography now. it is so panic what to come out with. the songs~ the steps~ the formation~ the dancers~ the image~ the the and the~ much of them. headache! ><

I am sitting for my exam currently. went through 5 papers, 5 papers more. T_T
by the way, i learnt a valuable lesson, do not study where the exam is on next day! that will make you exhausted and regret! do exercise frequently, revision daily, a little steps of action, a big leave to success! =D

I am facing a problem right now. everyday, every time, every moment, every minutes, every seconds.
dont know how to start with this, as i dont know what to say.
to XXX,

'you are entirely changed! regardless of your attitude, the way you do, everything from you, since you started with him.
i have uncountable of words to you, but you just put it aside, something even ignore me.
besides, there is no point to showing off about you had started your driving lessons. nothing special about your tuition had started a new chapter. we will have that one day.
next, stop acting like smart people! you are not the only one who deserve education and various knowledges! everyone have a chance to learn and teach! when people are teaching you though that's not extremely accurate, you cant stop people and scold like hell! at least she was trying to teach you what she had learnt. you were damn excessive bitch this morning! sorry to being ruthless but i have to! i cant just keep it to myself! we are friend! as what Dennis said, not meaningful to be friend if we hide secrets among us! '去死啦! what the fuck! 仙家啦你!' what do you feel if i return these words to you?
think about it girl. hope you will realize something from my words.




currently in love with Big Bang's products, especially TaeYang. xD

suddenly i am so confuse with who am i to my friends?
what place im standing in their mind?
what role im acting in their life?

and...

i think of myself deliberately..
am i a persuasive person?
how i treat my friendS?

i dont know..



: " i just dont want you to get hurt anymore.. I wont feel good when even there's a tear from you! please dont frown to me, i doesn't meant it like that.. hope.. i really hope, you can understand me.. I'll stand by you all the time, with boundless of cares and consoling.. you are always my dearly sister, best friend, adorable leader and determined comrade!" =D

i cant stay without his songs anymore...

hi friends! ery long time never updt emy blog and i want to say very sorry to all of you!
along this period, i have gone through many things. which are i went to Macau for a family trip, i perfromed in school for the Chinese New Year Celebration, i performed in Kaikan, and currently im in Ipoh, tomorrow we are going back to KL.

as i have been in Ipoh for few days, i gained weight!!! OMG!
as notorious Ipoh have many delicious foods! so i cant control myself though i tried my best! xD

Gamble Gamble and Gambling, thats wwhat all the aldults used to do, until midnight.. Zzz...

I have took alots of pictures, but i haven upload yet because im very lazy!!! haha...
if you dont mind, you can log in to my facebook and check it out!

so tired now~ 0237a.m now!! got to sleep~ yeah!

take good care guys!

long long long long time never update my blod already~

I was so freaking busy with my Beijing Dance Workshop, pulled me out from my ordinary lifestyle. Anyhow, that was a really good chance for me to understand more what is traditional dance. that's not as easy as in your mind, take my works for it.

homework homework homework and homeworksssssssssss!

there will be coming non-stop!

just going to make me suffocate!

I'm like trying my very best to finish these, but not that easy, just like a incredible mission.

the teachers are bewildering us!

tomorrow after school, shan, kei, yen and i are heading to Sungai Wang!

cik cak! cik cak! pictures pictures~!! xD

I today I had skip HAD PIC and PTC training becuase of my sore throat! ARGHH!!

today will be LOCKING class!! T_T

hate myself is a spicy eater! ><

nothing much can say now~ xD

stay tune for next update! =D

take care guys~!!!!

why everone's blog are so nice and outstand?

mine i think just simple but not nice.

what i can do to make my blog look more colourful instead of being black all the time?

i really not saatisfied with my blog..

it's suck!

today went to BK! finally! xD

two meetings was held, Cultural Division PIC Meet 2010 and HAD PIC and PTC Meet.

was at 1 to 5, non-stop. but we were accompany with the chocolatesss!! thank you Caren! muacks!

today discussed many thing of this year, overviews, event and so on.

actually I am very tired now, but then cant fall asleep, because over took my dinner xD

too full~

tomorrow shan and chai kei will absence, so I'm alone in the class~ so sad T_T

because Shan's father passed away, there have a parade tomorrow, so chai kei accompany her.

hmm.. it's ok, so i can fully concentrate in class!! wuhoo!!

by the way, caren has won the third place in the competition with her crew! Inversion!

wuhoo!! 'congrat dear sis!! ' :)

i have been selected as representing HAD to attend the workshop which conduct by '北京舞蹈团' with caren and one unknown person.

this 'unknown' person should be Taffy, but she cant take leave as the following week she has apply to days for moving to a new house.

I just feel like have a big responsibility following me at my back.

what I was got across in the meeting today, I'm not only learn what they teach, I have to teach back what they taught.

I admit, I'm not one like good in teaching and explaining.

so.. I decided conquer this by Daimoku.=D

during the meeting, we have decided 9th of April, HAD PIC and PTC will heading to Redang!

tell you what, I really worry this will crush with my mid-year exam.

haiz.. no how, Daimoku come first! =D

9 sharp now.

heading to my bed! xD

gud night~!

love you panda xD

I'm round~ xD

fifth day of school...

these few days im trying so hard to fully concentrate during the lesson, i did it but still fall asleep in certain period, especially History lesson! ERGH! hate it!

so tired....

i have turn out myself...

really really abnormal now..

doing every things without concious...~

really really tired...

here i got a formula,

schooling day = homeworksss everyday!

==

first day of school, i received this from Pui Shan!!

isn't it cute? xD

nothing special on the first day~ ==

but prefect would be damn busy!! just like the ants, running here and there, 'serving those lost customers'. means the students la xD

I wasn't same with before, I have to wear blazer to duty. now I can totally understand why my seniors said they hot with their bloody blazer, and we are so hope to get a blazer as soon as possible instead ><

I was sweating like hell!

I am the AJK of one of the subjects, English.

I'm still remain the same post in my class.

but there have some changes about the monitor and the assistant in our class.

2009 - monitor ~ Foong Kian Loong

assistant ~ Chong Kah Yee

2010 - monitor ~ Chow Kok Hwang

assistant ~ Yap Suet Shan

I can know from Foong Kian Loong face isn't happy because he wasn't even one of the candidates. ><

I wanted to suggest him, but as i know, no one like him in my class. so sad~

whatever~ ><

SPM... SPM... SPM... SPM... SPM... SPM... SPm... Spm... spm...

that's what call into my mind always..

cant even leave it at the back for a few minutes... ==

but you know what, I think I should relax myself instead of stressing myself.

right? life should be enjoy!! xD

enjoy my friend! xD

Yesterday Yee Vin, Jia Sim, Jing Yee and I were heading out to Time Square and Sungai Wang.
to buy our New Year cloths.
Before that, we were singing k at Saik Hoe's home.
though we are not so enjoyed over there, but we have fun at Time Square!! =D
let's pictures do talikng!

i bought this.

how do you think added on a west?

i never buy the white one.

i love this match!

but dont have enough money.

i bought this top too..

nice?

we walked around.. find what we wanted..
finaly we hungry!!
we went to BBQ Plaza! that was nice!

we ordered a Family Deluxe Set

and come to the shoppers~



Jing Yee.

FYI, she is not ugly, I;m the one who took it ugly purposely! xD

Woo Jia Sim.

i have wordless to talk about this girl..

posing even though eating.. ==

Wong Yee Vin.

i did not took it ugly..

he is ugly xD

Finally comes to me.

Ong Tze Wei.

the pimples guy! T_T

we reached home about 11p.m +

i still need to buy a lot of thing like... cloths, pants, and shoe.

HGP!!! school reopening tomorrow!
so nervous and exciting how is my 2010 and what are going to happen! ><
stay tune for my 1st post of my 1st day of school!
take care guys! =D

2009

a lotzzzz of things happened..

1.crazy

2.pissed off

3.happy

4.depress

5.moody

6.struggling

7.suffering

8.fed up

9.hopeless

10.trouble

all those stuffs.
however, that's all are my memories.. keep in my mind, being my experience and I learn from the mistakes.
Practise makes Prefect, Mistake gets Success.
no matter how toilful at year 2009, I'll never give up, and I'd never give up!
same to...

YEAR 2010

sets goal, fight for it! lets 2010 be my enrichment year! this is a must!
next year I gonna sits for SPM, i have to put double up efforts!
no complaining, no giving up, no repentance!
GET SET and GO!

although 2010 has cancelled, but there's not only an obstacle!
there are much much more! we have to overcome these and grow up!
My dear friends, we fight together! we challenge together! affort success together!

make 2010 as a VICTORY YEAR!

so damn tired right now..
woke up at 630 this morning, went to school to duty.
nothing to do in the school == sucks..
so sleepy~

waiting tonight to comes.. STEAMBOAT!
wuhoo!!
but I'm having sore throat now T_T
dont care la, eat! xD

those picture which taken yesterday will be uploaded soon.
my line was suck yesterday, and now im using lap top, so maybe tomorrow =D

4 more days, comes to school reopen..
phoebia.. xD

a long long time never update what is in my head.

due to... lazy to type xD

just a simply one here..

tomorrow are heading out with jia sim and jing yee.

for Avatar.. though is late, but still exciting!

tomorrow there have a dinner at Pyramid with all HAD PIC and PTC.

must be a very fun dinner!

pictures will be uploaded!

form 5 life approximating into challenging life..

no matter how, i had promise myself 2010 must be a very enrichment year!

although 2010 National Culture Festiva had postpone..

it should be very sad for me but i'm feel glad instead.

so there have much time for me to fully prepare for my SPM!

never look back! look forward!

alrigt!

gonna sleep now, tomorrow gonna wake up damn early!

yea right~ xD

night everyone!

no why...

I'm am just not happy...

at ipoh now..
came here unconsciously.
reached here with nothing.
eat eat eat.. that's what my family and i usually do.

day of days, 18th of December.
1.00a.m.
have to sleep a bit earlier to enjoy the 'dim sam' tmr early in the morning.

tell you what, today we missed the entrance to ipoh, so we headed to Kuala Kangsa!
in the journey, it's killing me!
nothing to do, just allow to sit stiff.
see comic, listen to songs.. ya, nothing to do ==
but there's good to missed the entrance, we tried the Asam Laksa which very popular over there.
it's quite disappointed me. just fill up my stomach only.

the dinner quite make me irritated!
wait for an hour and got those disgusting food eventually!
haiz... forget about it, otherwise dont eat at all! xD

hang out with my cousin in the room just now.
ya, quite fun.. about a long time never play like that. =D


hmm...



this was my day... =D

3a.m right on the clock, 'tik tok' pass it on.

was came back from a awesome movie with Chai Wen!

Bodyguard and Assassin.

this movie describe about a few china man in Hong Kong which commanding by British to fight for their demonstration right.

they rather to sacrifice them self to protect a man name Mr.Shun Zhong Shan who can lead them to the success.

this movie blink me up! i love this movie DAMN much!

everyone have their desire, their family, their love one, their mission and so on.

but they involved them self to fight on instead of avoid fights and death in the war.

this is what Chinese Spirit!

it is worth to watch! really and take me word to it.

I might be have some problem to convey the synopsis of this movie to you as my writing is weak, but it's worth to watch as i really love it!

Day of days, 17th of November.

went out for lunch with Chai Wen about 2 something, we took Paparich.

the weather was inappropriate to have a jog as I wanted to have a 30 minutes one.

keep on raining raining and non-stop.

under this not decisive circumstance, the options I took was finish up my drama which left three episode to lead to the consequence.

tomorrow parents and I are heading to Ipoh.

what to do? I have no idea.

ahuh! nothing to write. ><

YAY!! today was the precious day us!!

Chai Kei, Shan, Chee Chun, Dennis and I were headed out to Pavilion!

initially we were wanted to go on with KTV and movie, but KTV had fully book! the worse! ><

but never mind, it doesn't bring us down, we really mad and it's remarkable!

let's these crazy pictures do talking!

today Dennis wore this!

i get shook!

haha!

'WE ARE PARTY BOYS!'

cute xD

ya! everyone were waring snicker, but chai kei not

she was still the same, slipper is her favourite.

==

we took an hour plus to reach there..

it's a quite tiring one..

and then we caught up ZOMBIELAND! haha..

it's funny but not worth to spend 9 ringgit for this. xD

we just nothing to do after the movie, so...

we did these! xD

everyone were starving, so we decide to have our dinner.

food are not bad, but not good too..

confusing with the taste.

xD

while Dennis was chacking out with his christmas present,

of course, we take our time to camwhore! xD

the christmas decoration was so so la..

not that really nice!

but we still enjoy with that~

you know what, there was snowing outside the main door!

that was crazy and impressive!

and and I met my pretty senior!

Frenciska!

I'm freaking miss her!

look at the snow!

it's ugly , but love it!

ya.. it's to back.

say good bye to Pavilion!

=D

GOSH!!!

he pissing me off!! he saying me that I'm controlling him and ask him report to me what he is doing all the time but I'm not! what a nonsenses is that?! i just explain because of my line connection i can receive his msg all the time, that's why I was keep sent 'r u there' to him! i was really thought that he wasn't there! about 2 and a half hours, he doesn't replay once to me! and i dont even know he did received my msg, thats why i was keep sending to him!!!

he was just talking those bullshits that saying im giving those stupid reasons! EXCUSE ME! I'm the one who need to THANKS GOD a lot because I dont have this kind of friend like you!!!!

ARGH!!!!!!! DAMN IT!!

dont ever never let me meet this kind of people!!

I'll kill them if i do!!!

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i bought this cap this morning.

nice?

price and venue are confidential xD

OMG my friends!!!

tell you what!

my 300 buck had fly away!!

argh!!

i got his call just now, he told me that the show had cancelled already!

my 1st dance show as a job in my life, had gone!! T_T

so damn sad man!!!

my new year outfits, got to decrease the number...

aw....

this week is the last week for tuition! YAY!! finally i got the real holiday this year!

but no choice la, who call me i'm the SPM examiner next year?! ><

got to do my very best to score A's!!

undeniable, my English is really slacking!

less read, less listen, less speak, less write.

before this was thought to attend some English classes, but failed to do it because really have no time.

this holiday really nothing much to do except tuitionzzzzzzzz.

less hang out with friend, even DEV'S.

keep escape the plan with various reasons.

WHATEVER~!!

i found some books from my sister box, there are quite interesting.

decides to finish these. xD

alright, Christmas come next.

any plan?

please come and find me out!!