im really reluctant to study for my exam which is coming next few days, i have to be honest. the point is always pointing to the way to play. im planed to do revision instead to attend to discussion meet just now, but i did not do that actually, im just staying in front of my computor. i just dont have the study mood right now although im know exam is in front of me. suck right? 'i wana to get to get good result! i must! ' just always coming out from my shitty mouth and i does'nt even move forward to fulfill.. my English really really suck! no more confidence right now.. how to score As? and as in 'score As' , did i even set the goal to score? how many As i want? i dont even know.

am i a suck person?
am i a crippled?
i think so..