I really feel more comfortable after chanting!

makes my mind does not feel complicating!

I would like thanks to Roy!

he was the one who gave me this advance!

Really thank you^^

What can stop my mind of you!!!

argh!!!

don't know what happen la me!!!

i really want to die la!!

no mood to do everything!

why?! why will become like that?!!!!

ARGH!!!!!

i want to cry, but no tears..

i want to die, but impossible..

i want happy, hard to get it..

i want you, what should i do?

lifeless...

who can help me??

haiz~ what a boring holiday?

plan to do some revision, but got heart no momentum!

yes, I must do start from today!!!!! no more reason with lazy!

don't know why, my mood keep on descending,deeper deeper and deeper,suddenly, with no reason..

maybe because I had finish my movie, no more seeing how they challenge with their excellent spirit! I really like the movie very much! damn much! damn much...

maybe because I don't know find who to express out what's my mind going on...

that is very complicating in my mind, even can make me can't fall asleep.

...

whatever~!!!!

lost way to the light...

very tired now...

but enjoy the exhaustion :)

i am extremely down now...

IM WASTING MY EPISODE WITH THE STUPID PIG AGAIN!!!

ARGH!!!! DAMN ANGRY!!!

now im really be in a very range with my ELDEST BROTHER! ONG TZE KIAN!!!

I was really enjoy and put into the movie!

suddently he joined, all the mood was gone!

that movie was very very nice!!

it's is motivating, enjoying, lifely..

but he was keep on yawning yawning loudly!

his voice really disgusting!!!!

firstly i thought he will go away cause he getting bored, but not!

he just stick his butt on the floor, never move at all!

just keep on yawning and disturbing my mental!

HATE HIM MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!

i had wasted my 10 episode with him!

are happy now!!!

between he was taken away one of my SHUSI!!!

OMG! such a suck people in the world!

i cant stand him anymore!

ARGH!!!

hmm..
the first day of holiday...
nothing much special...
went to school for dance practise.
went to Kopitiam with Shan, Chai Kei, her mom and her mom's friend.
quite tired, but not feel like want to sleep.. ><
because, hardly mom and dad when out for trip and leave me alone at home~
i like this feeling, alone in house, not much voice, silence always, relax!
very hungry now, don't know what to eat... McD? Maggie? Bread? or no need??
haha...
dont know la~ later only decide la ^^
Hong just back to home...
mom ask me better follow him for dinner, but i reluctant..
at least Cheryl following...

I have ten days of holiday, but can i promise myself...,

• do half an hour of daimoku a day?
• do revision every day?
• do exercise everyday?

i think i dont have that kind of rut, but i'll try my best to do it!

nothing much to say~

bye bye and Happy Holiday my Dear friend! ^^

I was walk through the alley, listening song
Yes,
I'm sad...

sorry for not post blog for long time~
cause quite out of mood to write what's unremarkable had been happened on me , but now is the time to let me do some determination as the final exam coming to the edge!
I'm very glad that my best friend, my classmate as well, had been improved a lot on their English language aspect. polar, look back to myself, I had stopped forward to my determination which I've determined to success, to be an outstanding son, student, dancer as well.

AH1N1 caused all Gakkai Activities stopped, no more practice, made my laziness started to spreading out to all my parts of body. less do stretching at home, less do Daimoku! less do revision, less confidence, less encouragement, less passion and so on.

Though I really glad with my friend that they had got what they want, but this reflected to me I already frustrated! I really feel disappointed to myself after I'm done 30 minutes of Daimoku this morning. Honestly, i really to refuse to concede defeat of my friends!

In front Gohonzon, i was determined that i must do something brilliant! to show each of them who beside me I did IMPROVED by setting my goal and i meant it!

I must do a lot of Daimoku!
I must encourage all my friend!
I must overstep my top record and my friends as well!
I must go after my beyond!
I must hold the place or even exceed the record of top 5 in my class!
I must beat my friend!
I must do better than past me!
I must become your friend, no more cold context between me and you!

I know it's hard for me to fulfill, but NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE! OUT OF DIFFICULTIES, MAKES MIRACLES!

I trust into myself! I trust I can do it! YES!!!

wow! getting back my passion after this post!
hope you got the same as me!
between, I have to stop here~
Sayonara my friend!
bye!!! Take Care~ :)

regard,
Wei (;

was had my breakfast with my family, quite enjoy~ :)
when back that time, quickly online to wait Evon to send me some picture taken by her fish eye~
very very nice! I love it soooo much!!!!!! haha....
let's picture do talk :)

YEAH!~

out of mood to post blog.
maybe tmr~

around 5a.m something, i had realize that i got sore throat.
mom asked me stay at home, don't attend to school avoid to get more serious.
no choice la~ ><

was accompany shan and chee chun eat at kopitiam..
nothing special~

Evon took my camera to snap her stupid face with her man.
they are going to gai gai~ so enjoy..
i hope i can have this kind of life..

i was msg 'you', care about me, but you asked me dont take it so seriously...
what do you meant?

whatever... i dont know what am i writing about.

oh ya! my result came out!
quite ideal~
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